It’s like a bad spirit or demon took over us thats only making us only look back on is is horrible times cause that’s all I’m seeing too well I did some thinking and remembered the good times I remember summer and everyday we’d be in my backyard with pool super warm then we would go upstairs with snacks and goodies and cuddle watch movies and shower I actually can go farther back to when we got arrested and when we walked out of those rooms in the police station you walked out with a HUGE smile and looked right at me it actually made me feel a 1,000 times better I remember riding bikes to eachother in the blazing hot sun cause we had no way of seeing eachother I remember going to the movies high as fuh buying hotdogs candy popcorn and munching I remember smoking cigs outside after everytime we would actually fucked the crap eachother before we became lazy fatass’s I remember the goodmorning and goodnight texts I remember when there was no stoping you if you wanted to get me back it was your priority until you made it happen you would try ridiculously hard to make it up to me if something was wrong I don’t care what people say about drugs and what not cause I had wonderful times getting barred out drunk and high with you and even at raves dancing our asses off till 2:30 in the morning god why the fuck can’t I go back to that moment I remember sleeping over night after night at your house with Netflix and popcorn and awesome Mexican food you always had i remember acid and frying bawls in your room then exploring at 4am with you, you can say we had a shitty relationship you may think that way but at least I remember the wonderfull times we or at least I had I chose to ignore and neglect what everyone says about you by just saying who cares I’m happy for the past year and you chose to listen and give up on it I understand though who would wanna be with someone like me who works 50 hours a week and who’s always to busy but don’t ever say I didn’t love you so fucking help me god cause that’s not true I swear I tried everything…
